WELCOME BACK & HELLO 2019

Well hello again! I know it has been a while since I last properly blogged on here, so I thought a little “welcome back” post was needed rather than diving straight into things again.
 
Also, happy new year! Tad late I know seeing as it’s now February, but better late than never!!
 
I think it’s safe to say that 2018 was a very unexpected year in many ways, the good and the bad. I still sometimes find it odd to wrap my head around the concept of everything, but needless to say I am in such a better place now. I could’ve carried on trying to blog and produce YouTube videos, but the truth is I just didn’t want to! I wanted to deal with my emotions away from the internet and I didn’t want to force content out of myself for the sake of pleasing others, because it wouldn’t have been genuine.
 
Taking some time off to myself, with no pressure, focusing on my Maddie girl and doing just things for me has been the best thing for me mentally. I’ve actually been so happy these past couple of months, tried new things, been new places, and felt in control of my life again. Granted there are the odd down days as to be expected, and it’s still surreal adjusting to life as a single mum, I’m finding new challenges almost every day!
 
I’m pleased I finally feel I can focus on writing and creating again now the dust has settled, after all it’s what I enjoy doing and is my little space for me! I'm very much looking forward to what 2019 has in store for Maddie and I, and I can't wait to share whatever this year and the future holds for us.
 
Thank you all for sticking around during my absence and your continued support and love for Maddie and I.
 
Lots of Love, Bethany x